“How is it that music can, without words, evoke our laughter, our fears, our highest aspirations?”
You have no enemies, you say?
Alas! my friend, the boast is poor;
He who has mingled in the fray
Of duty, that the brave endure,
Must have made foes! If you have none,
Small is the work that you have done.
You’ve hit no traitor on the hip,
You’ve dashed no cup from perjured lip,
You’ve never turned the wrong to right,
You’ve been a coward in the fight.
by Charles Mackay
I have mixed feelings about this time, but we’re moving on. At least I’m not alone this time. Although, few can be trusted today. Everyone is asking for attention, and the only thing I have space for now. It’s just me. A special time when no one can be trusted. Praise to the one who brags and thinks that the world revolves around. Indeed. The goals are in sight, one can feel them and yet they are so distant. Faith turns into paranoia and vice versa, but only a true goddess knows that it does not matter because she must continue on her courageous path. As always. Step by step.
There is no reason to doubt, if you think when I’m quiet that I don’t see it. You are really wrong. I see and feel every betrayal, but I’m not angry. Thank you for opening mine eyes and mind. I still waiting for your next move. I have a lot of time, belive me… I know you’re stealing and imitating me, which is a sign that even though I’m 1% here, it’s still more than you have been at all.
I feel regret for you, I sympathize with your insecurity. Really, I know that fell. It tells the story of fear and running. Whether in front of yourself or in front of those who are trying to destroy everything what you love. I still hear gossip, and I see how you behave. Believe me, one day … one day the day I will stop running and it will be a difficult moment for you. Just like for me. For sure. It takes strength, it wants faith, it needs love. Indeed.
I know, I always knew, but what about you? Ask yourself one more time. Don’t be shy, I know also this feeling.
That is self-awareness. Welcome.
The bible says:
through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we boast in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance and character, hope. And hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us.
Never doubt that I will give up one day, I will never give up and I will never doubt it. That is my oath. Forever.